WARNING!!!: Sexual Theme (above mild, but not too much)/ Language: because of Shizuo's foul mouth. xD
It's starting to become a routine for me. In the mornings, I meet up with Tom. In the Afternoon, chase Izaya down. At night, I talk to him as if he was another person. Then again it was morning, afternoon, and night. Izaya, Izaya, Izaya! No matter what I do, I at least once stumble upon face to face with that guy. I don't know if it's me who's doing this on purpose just to see him or it's the other way around. And every time I do, a stir of emotion beat inside my chest. I'm so mix with anger, frustration, expectation, and confusion that my head is starting to throb.
I despise him, and yet I want to see him. I want to kick his ass, and make him call out my name. I want him to be terrified of me whenever I'm around. I want to hurt him. I want to shove him against the wall. I want to kiss him. I want him to be mine
.no, scratch the last two. Meaningless love story won't get me anywhere, especially with a guy like him. He's too hardheaded to even understand the meaning of the word.
"Are you listening Shizuo?" Tom asks.
"What?" I ask. "Can you say that again?"
Tom sighs. "What's up with you lately? You've been spacing out ever since you left the bar."
"Sorry, I've got a lot on my mine."
"On what, your girlfriend?" Tom joke, which made me look away.
"Oh, so it really is about a girl." Tom presses on with a playful smile on his lips.
I snorted at him. "It's not like that."
"It's not like what?"
Both Tom and I turn our heads to see Shinra behind me. He look at me and smile in a way he thinks he knows what we're talking about.
"Well well well, look who's here." Tom said. "It's quit odd to see you here in a place like this."
I look at Tom in surprise. "You know Shinra?"
Tom shrugs his shoulders. "We go back."
"Way back." Shinra added with a little laughter. "Anyways, I'm just here to order some takeout. Celty was craving sushi the other day, but our hands were full from treating a bleeding patient."
"Oh that must have been bad."
"Yeah." Shinra said, while he intentionally look right at me. He playfully smile. "He was messing with the wrong person."
I glare at him, while Shinra winks back at me.
"Well anyways." Shinra said."I'm on my lunch break so I'm going to take my leave-"
"No, you're fine, come sit with us." Tom said, while my cell phone started ringing.
"Excuse me. " I said while taking my cell phone out. I scramble to hit the call button in anticipation as I thought it would be Kanra calling, but the caller ID shown an unknown number. I answer it anyways.
" I said. Tom and Shinra look at me in curiosity when I hiss into the phone. I ignore them as I said, "What the hell do you want?"
"I'm just checking to see if you're still alive."
"You're an idiot." I said before hanging up on him. I sigh out in frustration for my childish anticipation. I ignore the two people staring at me as I excuse myself as I take my leave from the booth. Right after I walk out of the restaurant my cell phone started to ring again.
"Shut up, shut up, SHUT UP!" I yell out into the streets as my phone still rings in my pocket. In frustration, I grab the device in my pocket and I almost threw it across the streets but I stop myself when I thought about Kanra. I might not be able to talk to Izaya that way again, but if I don't throw it he will just keep on messing with me.
I hate his bipolar personality, it's driving me insane! All I could think about is him and that annoying laughter of his. I wish I never met him. That bastard, the next time I see him I'm going to murder him!
"Pick up the phone." His voice said from above, while I look up to meet face to face with Izaya. "I don't have all day you know."
"You!" I snap at him. "Stay where you are you bastard!"
I ran inside the apartment building as I climb three flights of stair before I reach the rooftop. As I kick the door to the roof open, Izaya was standing at the very edge of the building while looking up at the sky. His hands are shoved in his pockets. He seems to be in a daze as the wind blew pass him, making his jacket flutter in the air.
"Don't try to tempt me." I said out breathlessly from my run. "It won't work this time."
"What are you talking about?" Izaya said, clueless. "I'm not doing anything."
"Exactly." I said, while I march towards him. "When you're not doing anything, it irritates me, but what irritates me more when you DO do something. It can be messing with me or anybody else, but when you're just standing there looking lost, it makes me want to-"
"It makes you want to what?" Izaya pressed. "Tell me what you want to do to me."
I stop in my tracks as I stare at him. I'm at a loss for words. I actually didn't know what I want to do to him. At first I wanted to kill him, but now I don't feel that way. Not until I notice that unlikable smile of his form back on his lips.
"Screw reasoning." I said. "I just want to kill you."
"Now that's the Shizu-chan I know." I said wholeheartedly.
"What?" I ask, while I chuckle."I'm right in front of you. You don't have to yell."
Shizuo gritted his teeth as he rips the water drain off of the side of the building and throws it at me. I jump out of the way and landed on top of the railing. Shizuo ran at me with his fist and I had to make an effort to flip backward to dodge out of the way while keeping my balance on the railing.
"Hold still!" Shizuo barks at me as he throws another punch that misses my face about an inch away.
"Why should I?"
"I don't think so, "I said while slipping my knife in my hand and slice his bow tie off of his neck, causing him to step back. Shizuo stops his attacks for a minute to look at his neck, as his tie drops to the floor. He looks down at it, and looks up at me with a blaze eyes.
"Yeah, yeah, 'Izaya you bastard!' I know." I mock him while shrugging my shoulders. I laugh and twirl around on the rail.
"Don't fuck with me."
"Why shouldn't I? You're the most entertaining person I've ever-"I cut myself short when I stumble on my footing, and before I knew it I was flying backwards in the open air.
It happen so fast I shut my eyes as I wait for my death below me, but my body stops falling and dangle in the air when someone grab the very end of my knife I was holding onto. I open my eyes and look up to me Shizuo's fierce eyes.
"You idiot, what the hell do you think you're doing?!" Shizuo yells at me, with a painful expression written on his face. I felt a drip of blood falling on my left cheek when I see his hand is being cut by the blade he's holding onto.
"Shizu-chan." I said, while I look up at him, and then look down below me. At a good distance, I can see a swimming pool, with a bunch of chairs scatter all around. "I'm going to let go."
"It's alright." I said while I eye the swimming pool below me. Then I look up at him, as I struggling to muster an amusing smile."Trust me."
"Can you make it?" Shizuo ask in pain as the knife cut his hand even deeper.
"Yeah," I said casually while releasing the knife from my grip. I feel the gravity working its way as I fall backward. I call out to him. "But I can't swim."
When I fall down to earth, a sudden rush of cold water splash across my skin welcomes me. My breath came up short as my lungs are filled with water. I can't breathe. I'm choking, and I know that I was going to die. Another splash is heard through my water plug ears. My outstretched hands reach for the surface for air, life, and one last breath. For this might be the end of me.
"Kazuka, where are you going?" My manager asks me as we walk out of the apartment room.
"I'm going out for a swim." I said while I grab a towel from the cabinet on the side of the door that leads to the pool deck. "I'll be back in a bit."
"Watch out for sunburns."
"Okay I will."
I threw the towel over my shoulder as I grab a water bottle from the guest fridge, and open the sliding glass door. I took two steps out onto the pool deck when I hear a loud splash in the pool. I jump back in surprise when I hear my brother's voice afterwards.
"Izaya you idiot!"
"Izaya, as in Izaya Orihara?" I ask myself. "What are those two doing here?"
As I step to the side to peek out to the pool side, I see my brother flying from the sky and took a hard dive into the pool right in front of me. The water exploded as it causes the water to splash in my face. Irritation, I feel very annoyed at the moment.
"Brother." I sulk, but he probably didn't hear me.
Shizuo finally came back to the surface, but he carried someone out of the pool with him. At first I didn't know who it was, but I recognize that jacket anywhere.
"Izaya wake up!" Shizuo yell at Izaya unconscious body while he tries to shake him awake.
Oh my god, Izaya drowned, and the one who made that splashing earlier was him! I thought in shock.
"Damn it!" Shizuo cussed under his breath, as he lifts Izaya in his arms.
"Don't tell me he's going to-"
And he did, as I watch Shizuo pinched Izaya's nose and place his lips on Izaya's. I covered my mouth in shock. Shizuo repeatedly did the same routine as to pump his chest and blow air into Izaya's mouth, until life came back to his lips when Izaya cough up water from his mouth.
"Don't do that ever again." Shizuo hiss, while Izaya slowly regains his strength.
"Huh, what?" Izaya chokes. Izaya looks around to see where he was and meets Shizuo's face inches away from him. Out of surprise, he suddenly pushes Shizuo away from him. "Don't touch me!"
I watch as my brother grabs Izaya by the arm and pull him back. Shizuo yells at him. "Don't be such a child! You almost drown and this is what you say!"
"I said let go." Izaya protest, as he look around while he search his pockets for something. "Where are all my knives?"
"Izaya." Shizuo growl, but Izaya pretended that he's not there as he continues to avoid his eyes. Shizuo's expression turn angry as he grab Izaya by the chin and turn his face to meet his. "Look at me."
"Stop." Izaya whisper, while he look away.
"I said look at me, Izaya."
"Don't, just let me go." Izaya said.
"I won't!" My brother snaps at him, causing Izaya to look at him in surprise. "Not now, not ever."
I didn't want to see anymore as I drop my water bottle to the floor, and ran back inside the apartment complex. My towel slips off of my shoulder as I open my room door and slam the door behind me.
"Kazuka what's wrong?" My manager asks in utter surprise.
My shaken knees wobble as I collapse onto the floor. I wrap my arms around my knees as my body shudders in disturbance. Hot tears started to form and sting my eyes.
"Kazuka what happen?!"
"I said look at me, Izaya."
"Don't, just let me go." Izaya whisper in desperation, as his face started to flush.
"I won't!" I yell at him, and he met my eyes in surprise."Not now, not ever."
"Then prove it." Izaya said. He's testing me. "Prove it by kissing me."
He didn't expect me to make up my mind that quickly when I push him down on the pool deck and smash my lips onto his. I didn't just want to kiss him; I wanted to do more than that. I wanted to for a while, but I never got the opportunity to.
So much I want to, and here I am now as I glide my hands under his damp shirt across his skin while I cause him to moan. I smile in reaction as I nibble the bottom of his lips and playfully pull on it as I make him squirm under me. He's getting excited as I was getting turned on. Everything is so wrong, but right. We're so opposite and yet we attract each other like magnets. I want to devour this man who's blushing in front of me. I want to kiss him all day as his hot breath blow against me. I want to hear his breath hitch when I touch him. He's so delicate. His skin is cold against my hands. I can break him if I wanted to, but he never tasted so sweet.
He's so sweet.
"Shizu-chan w-wait, ah!"
And I want more.
More and more and more.
"I won't stop." I cut him off as I capture his lips once more. "This time, I'm in control."